a new beginning in my heart

london. south east. 09:14. 1st december. the beginning of a new month, episode. world's aids day. the clouds are moving. i can see some blue. in have put the kettle on, but i have been up for some time. i am sipping earl grey tea and munching on my second mince pie lovingly made by lilly vanilli...


i feel very positive and excited


my facebook wall is covered with fleetwood mac songs, full of love, sex, pain, yearning and commentary...!


i am a dork!


i am a lovist!


i am hopeful!


i have no choice... what is going on? do i need to know? there is no answer in my long questions, but i am not worried, is it silly? but it feels correct... i must go with that gut feeling of something is really happening and going on and will erupt into something sexy, explosive and intensely filmic... am i mad? not in this way, but in that way! do i make sense? yes! meanwhile, business as usual, big things are cooking...


to be continued...