but what is going on here?
nothing?
something?
when? how? why? in order to:
to keep my mind agile?
my mouth energised?
my heart pumping?
my body moving?
my soul nourished?
my imagination fertile?
my logic exercised?
my eyes peeled?
my ears polished?
my social skills activated?
my principles challenged?
my desires enticed?
my frustrations exhaled?
my needs oriented?
my love felt?
my words cut?
my toughness elevated?
my compassion defined?
my spirit generated?
my freedom highlighted?
my intelligence undelined?
my talents sharpened?
my character grown?
my reflections deepened?
my thoughts extended?
my lessons tought?
my mentoring stretched?
my patience tested?
my tolerance pulled?
my fears eradicated?
my style revealed?
my masks defined?
my costume stripped?
my essence taken?
my being admired?
possessed?
controlled?
finally loved?
sharp, acute, aware, awake, direct, expressive, intense, more and more and every day i am extending my distance from mediocrity and disappointment and absurd tedium
harder, tougher, higher, better, juicier, the blood is redder, as i loathe anaemia and plain lukewarm and predictable situations, reactions, activities...
the further i go, the more i see, comprehend, anticipate; the purer i become and my quest for... continues, with all its lingerings and painful endless black dots...
not yet, but staying put... for now and beyond, as i am on top of my... food for thought and/or food for this journal; i shall see, since nothing is yet clear and it is, or might be...
