she said it's best at the moment
i hear her
but i'm sad
tears running down my face in burst moments: through a song, a friend's kind word, a memory...
i miss her desperately
i love her intensely
and i am around
in my heart i feel joy (with my feelings) and extreme pain (with her absence)
fragile and robust at the same time
i want to shout, but i choose to remain silent
for her
more love
more understanding
more space
and the ring
circle and promise
a symbol...
... love...
