i met gary and sharon at a bar i was managing nearly three years ago. i noticed them, as i notice all my customers, especially the interesting, stylish, eccentric ones, the ones who stand out in the crowd with their individual air and grace, privacy and integrity and behaviour and drinking habits. it was always a bottle of red wine and cappuccino for sharon... we talked, we connected...
gary and sharon are the third couple from a different generation, but still alternative and modern; old souls, which have noticed me, recognised me, embraced me and encouraged me... i give thanks and in chronological order to barbara and douglas; kate and robert and sharon and gary; my fellow angels!
or shall i say we recognised each other?
all sharing similar traits: love and second chances (except g & s, who have loved and been with one another forever); style; art; business; work; imagination; passion; fun; generosity of spirit and spirituality; intuition; care; flexibility; understanding; a laisser faire laisser passe attitude to life and lots of red wine!
the texts below were received on christmas morning and the second day in the new year respectively and i have read them over and over, recognising what i already know and getting it into my head, that is how it is going to be... and realising, that i have guidance, so subtle, yet precious, i cannot believe my fortune...
i simply had to share and i hope this reaches the right minds , or the ones with a willingness to open wide all the layers...
bliss and gratitude...
'Morning Stav how r u? Merry Christmas. 4 u: When you reach for the thought that feels better, the Universe is now responding differently to you because of that effort. And so, the things that follow you get better and better, too. So it gets easier to reach for the thought that feels better, because you are on ever-increasing, improving platforms that feel better. Say to yourself, 'Day by day, in everyway, I grow better and better'. Be passionate about your passion. Enjoy. Have fun. Love. Gary & Sharon x'
'Hi Stav this is 4 u 2 ponder on the second day of 2012. Take it with u into 2012: Expectation indicates the juncture between where you are and where you want to be. Where you want to be is your desire, and where you are is your Set-point or habit of thought. And, somewhere in there, is what we would call expectation. Expectation, whether it is wanted or unwanted, is a powerful point of attraction. Your expectation is always what you believe. But the word expectation does imply more what you are wanting than what you are not wanting. It is a more positive word than it is a negative word. But of course, you could expect negatively—and whatever you expect, you will get! HAPPY NEW YEAR. With Gratitude & Grace. Love Gary & Sharon x'
'Think about this: You are joy, looking for a way to express. It's not just that your purpose is joy, it is that you are joy. You are love and joy and freedom and clarity expressing. Energy—frolicking and eager—that's who you are. And so, if you're always reaching for alignment with that, you're always on your path, and your path will take you into all kinds of places. We will not deny that you will not discover miracles and create benefits and be involved in creation, and that you will not uplift humanity—we will not say that you will not find satisfaction in so many things that you create, but we can't get away from the acknowledgment that you are Pure Positive Energy that translates into the human emotion of joy. Love Gary x'
'Now a Mantra for your everyday use: Circumstances don't MATTER. Only my State Of Being MATTERS. What State Of Being do I prefer to be. (Bashar).'
london in the south east area... monday 2 january 2012... 5:10am
HAPPY NEW YEAR world and people!
i went out last night... to perform my ritual... bass and dirty tunage among non coordinated, extra happy and drained/ fresh folk to welcome the new year!
i went out late, because i am a vegetarian vampire, who comes alive after dark, plus i had been working the night before (nye) and went to a party afterwards, which ended, at least for me, at noon the next day (nyd)... so i needed to sleep, eat and feel more 'human', before even considering showering and getting ready; working it, still and for how long? for as long is a piece of string... so to speak...
i had fun and a good dance with my friends and it was good to see other peeps, kiss them, hug them, wish them and vice versa...
there were a lot of them missing, at least by the time i got there, which was ok, as it did not repeat history too much... there were no tears, just smiling and dancing, which is what a good party is all about and i suddenly had a whoosh of some kind of epiphany and announced to one of my friends: ' i want a girlfriend this year '... it just came out of my mouth and this is neither how i envisage stuff, not mention the word 'girlfriend' (i prefer lover or partner), but it just came out of my mouth and we both smiled!
this is another year full of infinite possibilities and i can feel it more strongly, without just putting it down to the excitement and anticipation that the new year brings... i feel stuff and perhaps i can see stuff too, positive and correct, taking place and manifesting... but i shall say no more, as the mystery/ protection/ humility is more important than the broadcast, plus the ears which might be listening, could be the wrong ones...
i had a quiet christmas, looking after two friends' flat and their cat: an adorable 5 month tabby, super cuddly and soft and good natured... by no means, he was replacing trixie, but, since this was my first xmas without her, he was a great company, filling a small gap... i was alone, as almost every year, with no concern for the outside world (getting ready, driving somewhere, alarm always on)... i slept long hours, which is what i mostly need in times such as these, bought and cooked my own meal, watched films and bonded with the cat... i answered a lot of well wished texts and messages and continued my process of elimination with someone new, but wrong at this time and vice versa...
i wept very little and because of a film...
as the year has begun; i am busy (i have been busy for so long...) with a lot of work, a new project and sorting out practical matters, very essential for my mental health, independence and security and above all, a private life...
i am grateful for my life and all it entails, but i am also allowed and i owe it to myself to change things for the better for me... all part of the process and a matter of very little time... so exciting!
i have not really made any particular resolutions; exersice more, read more, love more still continue, as well as including some more physical travelling and a few tweaks and check ups, but i would like to move on from harmful or potential, situations faster than i have done so far, with more brutality and less obsession, simply because it is not worth my time and my time is precious... and my energy, abundant, yet priceless and important...
yes to chances and opportunities, but definitely no to sadness and anxiety and justifying it by ifs and whens; no more saving and explaining stuff for others' sake... what is the point?
yes to help, support, advice (when asked) and understanding and yes to love, but no to manipulation, rudeness and projected fears... again, what is the point?
my heart is solid and is filling up... i am calm, cool and collected and totally looking forward to what 2012 will bring and i know what i want from this year... and my intensity? paramount and apparent everytime, more and more to someone's peril, but to another's delight... every year, month, day, minute, second, moment, i come closer to my purpose... big stuff, so it makes great sense and at least to me, to eliminate, clean up and prepare for the blossom, with as much purity and truth and consistency... of course it'll get messy, dirty, silly, scary and it is my duty to deal and sort... and i shall...
keep it real and make it happen... one little trick is that, i'll have to want it and i'll have to allow it...
as before, so below
out with the old, in with the new; open heart, alert mind, willing body... and the soul: intact!
2 0 1 2 = 5... get it?
thank you for everything up to now and beyond... x
