july finished with a wedding and a party. gay, merry, colourful, loving... in the garden of a london home... i mingled, snacked, sipped champagne between water and nibbles, took photos, had a little dance, but mostly observed: i felt safe and serene, in the green bosom of good camaraderie and fun. i felt the love. i needed it. i allowed myself to drift sometimes, allow the melancholy to take me over, without anyone noticing and it was lovely; missing... the empty seat... wishing so much... shhhh...
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