today, it feels different:

i got on with the queen Bees stuff and the ob events... that kept me focused

she is all over my thoughts

i kiss and look at the ring, feeling it in my fingertip often

last night i dreamt that her tick was green - skype-

i walked to the shop, to get something sweet and i could see things more clearly; my predictions correct; i have nothing to worry about, nothing to lose

(astro) barry wrote some promising stuff about the venus and jupiter conjunction in pisces! since 1998

i had a couple of inspiring conversations about art and love with two different people

i haven't smoked

i feel strong

i feel sad

however, i do understand the necessity of the situation

i love and

i feel loved